i never been a quitter, but i’m starting to feel the need to give up… to just give in. i’m considering waving that white flag. dropping my arms & giving up the fight. i’m tired, i’m worn to the core, & i’m completely done. obviously, things weren’t meant to work out for me, & i’m not gonna beg God anymore for change in my life or for happiness. if i deserve it, i’ll receive it. if i don’t i won’t. til then, i think i give up. on my plans, on this week… if only i could find the strength to give up on people.